mixed feeling

Hi,
I'm Daito,
and today is May.21


today i did group presentation.
we made audience laugh.
that nice.
but i was not glad.
i don't know why,


i want to stand in hard place.
the place where i am is a little bit easy for me.
of cause i can't use english well,
but they accept me.


even if i cant use english well,
i can get along in the place.
but it's not good for me to learn.
i have to do something.

of cause this life in seattle is very good!
but i mustn't be lazy.
i have to move!


ok,
sorry,
i just said what i thought.
as you know, i'm very fine!
so, it's okey!


tomorrow,
i'll meet with my conversation partner.
it's my favorite time!





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●i learned [neat]
→きちんとした、身だしなみの良い、趣味の良い

(i said)and it maks japanese cleanliness.
(teacher)it's neat.
(i said)neat? who is neat?
(teacher)these people.
(i said)they have a job.
(i said)because they are on this book! lol
(teacher)neat as in kinda cleanliness....
(i said)oh, really?
(teacher)yeah.
(i thought)i'll make sure it later.



●i  learned  [create a diversion]
→気をそらす

(i said)don't you feel cold?
(friend)fine, how come?
(i said)because you sit next window.
(i said)and it opens widely,lol
(frend2)hey, my friend.
(friend2)he tries to escape from the window.
(friend2)so, you have to create a diversion for him.

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see you